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Because of one guy, my family doesn’t trust me anymore. I feel like I’ve lost myself trying to hold on to someone who couldn’t even choose me.
My dad is genuinely the sweetest man, but now he wants me to stay home and prepare for exams. I’m not even allowed to get a job and try to build a life for myself.
My own family says things that break me in ways I can’t even explain. My elder brother literally told me I should have been ****** the day I was born. My sisters don’t understand me either.
I don’t know when my life became this miserable. I feel trapped in a place that’s supposed to be my home, surrounded by people who are supposed to love me, yet I’ve never felt this alone.
I lost the guy I loved, and somewhere along the way, I lost the trust of my family, my peace, my freedom, and the person I used to be.
Na ghar mein sukoon hai, na dil mein.
I don’t feel like talking to anyone anymore. I’m tired of explaining myself, tired of crying, tired of pretending I’m okay when I’m literally falling apart inside.
I just want one person to understand me without judging me, without blaming me, without making me feel like I’m the problem.
I feel so suffocated that sometimes I don’t even know how to get through another day. The ******** thoughts scare me, but I don’t know how to explain to anyone just how unbearable everything has become.
I never thought I’d reach a point where I’d feel this alone in my own life.
I just want a little peace. I want to feel loved. I want to feel like my life belongs to me again.
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