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We're relearning what it's like to be lonely away from each other. As if this loneliness is something you easily forget. Ive had 30 years of it lol. But only one of us is truly going to be alone. The other- chasing illusions on social media and dating apps and raves. Theres a real woman somewhere, has to be, something is hidden from me and i can feel it. You were so cold in your discard. When your resolve falters, you can just call up P and his wife. I cant believe how unbelievably sad sare was for me when i told her about the last few months. I believe her now, you really dont feel anything for me. I still have fight left in me for you. I still have love and feelings. But- and this goes against who I am as a person- im locking that **** away. Guess itll be there waiting when you need another ego boost.
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