Unsent text message to Jason

I want to show you that things can be beautiful. I want to show you how much love I can give. But of course I want to receive the same thing from you. I know it’s not ideal, I know it’s unfair. But I hope you can see me and see this. If you’re willing, I will try my best to make you happy. I will give my best so you…

the most annoying, frustrating, infuriating slow burn of all time or

the biggest delusion I’ve ever had

but all my other self proclaimed “delusions” ALWAYS end up being true in the end

Don't forget to be kind, you never know what people are going through. 💙

The ages I'm noticing on here range all over.

Remind yourself not every post is about you, your person or people in your life, or think you know what any of them actually mean. 📢

Some may be directed at someone, some poetic, some raw emotions…

I would have changed myself for you. I would have molded and melted into any shape that you wanted just so I could be with you. If you didn’t love me, I hated myself, and I would morph time and time again. I would have been absolutely anything you ever wanted me to be. All you had to do was continue to be yourself. I…

Wow I can’t believe I can’t be apart of your life anymore…7 fkn years After everything that we been through After everything we’ve done for each other I took you out of your fkn shell I ******* loved you heavily, I always wanted to build this life with you and have the perfect life and now it’s completely ruined I’ll…

eveerything is weird and wonky in my head. this week was hard for me and now we have to repeat soon. i want everything to be okay. i am so scared?. i wish you could live my life for a month. you would be so depressed. nothing would make sense. you would be angry all the time. meditation wouldn't **** the pain. and…