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I wish you could understand how much I still love you. I wish you would understand how much pain you have put me through and how many times I’ve closed my eyes and begged god to shine light on you to want to change and want us together again. I wished so many times i woke up from the nightmare. I wished you had never hurt me, You had never done what you did and wish you would have never abandoned our kids. I have to suffer through your infidelity and also have to suffer because I see my kids missing their dad. I have to wipe my tears and smile so my kids don’t see a broken mom. And that also hurts. It’s horrible to think you left looking for your happiness and I don’t even see that you are happy. Sad to see all the pain caused to me and your kids happened for nothing... And that is even more painful. I really hope one day you realize what you did and want to change for the kids.
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