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God I been trying for 3 hours just to write down everything you are
No words will ever be enough
I want you , I need. You , I love you
Made me fall in love with you
This right now is exactly why I didn't want you to be my hearts Refuge , afraid to give you all of me !
Telling you it's over my stupidity trying to save you
The pain of everything , I know how it sounds
To me I am saving you , no you haven't been replaced
I haven't been sleeping around , still waiting for you when we have a chance
When my life gets so heavy , I don't want it pouring over you
. don't want to burden you with all the things going on with me
When the reality is , I needed you more than ever
I have wondered if you left messages I can't get , lost everything due to my factory reset
Now crappy phone only works on WIFI!!
Guess that's just a part of karma for letting you walk away that night ... Baby if I could go back I wouldn't have just stood back
& watched as my whole world walked away
I now realize , without your air my water stops flowing
Maybe that's how they start drying up....
Hate being here wanting your hand in mine
If you message I will respond, loving you was one of the things I did right.... I love you and I am sorry , but learning all the ways I totally suck!
good night darling thank you for being there more than I gave you credit for
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