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Ive decided to stop. Stop trying to get you to see me. Stop trying to talk to you and attempt to have a conversation. Im done hoping you'll come back one day. I wanted you in my life so badly, and you were able to leave and make a new one so quickly. I dont know what im going to do, and thats okay. Ill figure out my own way forward, but im done trying to fix what we had.
I do love you, I think I always will, but you clearly dont love me anymore. You've become someone I cant recognize. Youre not the dewdrop I remember. You've turned into someone different. I loved you through the good and the bad, but it feels like you only loved me through the good. I never wanted this to happen. You left me. I didnt leave you. So now im going. It took a long time to figure this out, but im going. I truly hope that you find happiness in your life, I want that for you because I love you. If you ever need to talk about anything you know how to contact me, but please dont expect me to contact you anymore. Waiting for you is the most painful thing I've felt, and I just cant do it anymore. Ill see you around.
I knew I loved you more.
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