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Just need somewhere to put this and leave it.
You played me for two years. I poured into you. I lifted you up. I gave you second and third chances.
I gave you every opportunity to grow and evolve. But you’re so ******* afraid of change you never took any of those opportunities.
I’m genuinely so sick of men staying around and leading me on because I make them feel good. Yeah I like that I’m a kind caring person. I like that I feel like sunshine to people.
I don’t like to be used and I don’t like to be lied to.
I am pretty sure you’re in a relationship. And you know what? I don’t even care, I’m not looking to fight for a space. I don’t care. Because if that’s your idea of something you want to stay in, that’s not what I’ve been looking for. You guys can have each other.
What I care about is that you lied. What I care about is that my choices were based on what I thought were truths from you.
You’re selfish and you’re a coward. You’re insecure and you’re emotionally immature. You’re so worried about feeling any sort of discomfort that you cannot grow or evolve into a better person.
What a disappointment.
You gaslight me like I don’t notice the curtains already hung up, the bed frame, the art on the walls, the ******** carpool story, the other phone, the pink heart, turning off screen in car, the texting, the lack of follow through on literally every thing, starting arguments to create distance and throw blame onto me, packages delivered to your new place etc etc
Even in the end you cannot be honest with me, because you cannot be honest with yourself.
So yeah I’m gonna find someone else because I am actually a catch that people want to date and I turned them down to be with you, *******. I’m not gonna have a problem finding someone else. Why you think I would spend the rest of my life alone just because you made a choice that isn’t me, is beyond me.
Why would I keep choosing someone who isn’t choosing me?
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