Unsent text message to Anthony

it’s Sunday afternoon. if you don’t feel like cuddling I get it. no worries. I’ll just close my eyes.

Assuredly, he does know.  And he has known for longer than you are aware.   It took bit of time and a whole lot of patience, but eventually each of you in your own way has tipped your hand.  The important ones are known as well as confirmed and those that are not are unimportant at this stage.  For now.

Some accidentall…

I still love you. I probably will for a while. But loving you doesn’t mean I have to come back. I had to let you go, even though I didn’t want to. I hope you’re happy. I hope you achieve everything you ever wanted. And if our paths are meant to cross again someday, they will. Until then, I have to learn how to live…

I don't knkw how we got to this point .it breaks my heart to look back at our old texts and d.m.'s and read how hopeful we were fkr the future yours , mine , ours ! I k kw you loved me . I k kw you still do .and I knkw you know I love you too ,.....still .. where did we go wrong? Were you keeping hope alive for Mv2…

I do despise you now. This whole experience has been a nightmare. Words have been wasted on such a nothing person.

May a vile friend like you never find me again.

I wonder what you’re up to

I hope you’re happy

I hope you know I forgave you a long time ago

I hope you know I still care about you…