Unsent text message to Kelsey

I still love you. I probably will for a while. But loving you doesn’t mean I have to come back. I had to let you go, even though I didn’t want to. I hope you’re happy. I hope you achieve everything you ever wanted. And if our paths are meant to cross again someday, they will. Until then, I have to learn how to live…

I don't knkw how we got to this point .it breaks my heart to look back at our old texts and d.m.'s and read how hopeful we were fkr the future yours , mine , ours ! I k kw you loved me . I k kw you still do .and I knkw you know I love you too ,.....still .. where did we go wrong? Were you keeping hope alive for Mv2…

I do despise you now. This whole experience has been a nightmare. Words have been wasted on such a nothing person.

May a vile friend like you never find me again.

I wonder what you’re up to

I hope you’re happy

I hope you know I forgave you a long time ago

I hope you know I still care about you…

How your decisions can lead us both to a lifetime of loneliness in the longing place while we both continue to suppress each others’ existence, as we move about in worlds and houses where we remind ourselves of our blessings…

I read your words. The past year has been so dark for me. I’m sorry if it’s hard for you too…

Knock me down Drown me out I don’t know what I’m sorry about Change your mind You won’t change mine I’m not giving up this time