Unsent text message to Gabriella

Hey L,

Do you ever think about me? Or is the life you're living now what you want it to be?

Does he bring you joy? The man who apparently hurt you, did nothing for you, and destroyed the person you used to be?

Or was that all lies too? Was anything you, or your family told me ever true…

For much of our relationship we were unhappy. Seriously please be happy I hope you have no more excuses and no more blame with your new partner I hope you are so incredibly happy because believe it or not I always wanted that for you. I hope you actually do everything you said I stopped you from. I hope you get all of…

remember when you asked me what you can do to help me handle your times where you need isolation? remember my response, where i said needing alone time is healthy normal and perfectly acceptable to me? emotional abandonment isn’t, especially when you are dealing with someone with BPD. and do you remember that we…

Would our diagnosis trauma-bond us and crash our spirits, or would we end up being good peer support to each other?

I just wanna hold you, hug you, make love and take care of you.

I am afraid of hurting your fragile soul and vise versa, and I am really starting to fall in love with everything you are and everything I…

you converted me and ruined me 🥵

Please stop using her as a distraction and focus on yourself like we promised. I know if we both keep growing we can still go see all the parks and birds together. Just come home when you’re ready please.