Unsent text message to Kelsey

i luv when u dont text back right away (thats not sarcasm) even though i'd love for you to respond quicker, its done wonders in keeping me from attaching myself to you <3

theres a good balance

boundaries/space is sososo important, i dont except things.

i've overdone time-spent before, far to many times, it builds an…

And that's why I had to finally choose myself first. I wish you had been honest with your intentions in the first place. What did you even want with me? It wasn't a friendship, obviously. Yet it wasn't romantic either? Was it FWB? I would've been down for that. I would've reciprocated anything, I guess that was the…

would u see me as pathetic to attempt a another try at our friendship? or would u think its cute and brave of me to do so? would u see how much i truly want u in my life despite it all? or would you have no-respect for my efforts?

either way, I'm egoless when it comes to fighting for things i find valuable, as such a…

I don’t want to beg you to come back, but it’s so hard when you’re ALL that I want.

We had something special. I know you felt it too. I miss you every day. Sometimes I think I’m over you, then the ache comes back.

People tell me I’ll find someone better, but I don’t want better. I want you. Your flaws, your worst days…

I told you so many times before. You don't care about me. You care about you. No one else. You care about being in possession of me, like a dog. You gaf about being WITH me.

hey you. life’s going okay since we cut contacts july 30th. almost been 3 whole months without talking to you. it still feels weird, i still look for you everywhere. i still love you. i haven’t moved on, i don’t think i ever will. i’ve been able to look at pictures and memories without breaking down, ive “locked in”…