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hey you. life’s going okay since we cut contacts july 30th. almost been 3 whole months without talking to you. it still feels weird, i still look for you everywhere. i still love you. i haven’t moved on, i don’t think i ever will. i’ve been able to look at pictures and memories without breaking down, ive “locked in” recently. still hurts but it’s better.
a lot has been going on lately. everything with our breakup, being ghosted by someone i thought would be cool, my dad leaving without saying a word. it’s just been really hard lately with everything on top of everything. you would know exactly what to say. you always did. anyways i wanted to update you. i recently went walking with your mom, she’s lovely as usual. she told me you’re still really going through it. i hope you heal the way you want too and you’re staying safe. i pray for you everyday. i hope you are doing things you love and you’re still cooking steaks (i never told you enough how good your cooking was). these holidays are gonna feel weird…first halloween, my birthday, christmas & new years is going to be so different without you.
anyways i hope you see this. i hope you are feeling okay. i still am in love with you. i miss you so deeply, and i care so so much about you. okay i’ll let you go now.
sincerely, 🫧
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