Unsent text message to Linda

nothing crazy honestly

i'd like to wake up next to you while the house is still quiet, neither of us fully awake and probably arguing over who has to get up first lol

make breakfast together, then hear the kids start running around

i'd teach them random **** i know and let them help me cook even though that would…

You’re trying to push me away

But I’m still here

I always have been

I’m gonna get off here a little bit, ok…

Am I just your rebound? Someone you chose because I was convenient, because I was there when you needed someone to fill the space someone else left behind?

I’m not bothered by the intensity

I feel mine is matched

Seriously

You just express it better than I can…

I told u to block me because I knew I would still keep messaging or reaching out to you. I know u don’t want this or me but kind enough to keep responding to me. I need to leave you be, I’m clearly not healthy or open enough for us to ever be something.

I struggle to be vulnerable and open in real time and it’s just…

I told u to block me because I knew I would still keep messaging or reaching out to you. I know u don’t want this or me but kind enough to keep responding to me. I need to leave you be, I’m clearly not healthy or open enough for us to ever be something.

I struggle to be vulnerable and open in real time and it’s just…