Unsent text message to Aiden

I write things I could never say to you. I leave them anonymously, somewhere among thousands of other beautiful and heartbreaking words, and for a little while I let myself believe that maybe, somehow, you might stumble across mine. Maybe you’d read a sentence and pause. Maybe something in it would feel strangely…

I write things I could never say to you. I leave them somewhere anonymous, hidden among thousands of other words, and for a few minutes I pretend you might somehow find them. That you might read them and recognise yourself in every sentence. It’s the only place I let myself tell the truth. But today I had a thought…

Im not as smart as you may think I am. Or I am and im scared. Can we cut the ********. And can I ******* see you damn it.

Im tired of playing games. And why your hiding from me? I don't get it.

Please for the love of God. Just walk into the room im in and say " Hello Love, want to take a walk?"

And ill gladly leave that…

**** I hate that you had to make it forever we couldn't have just ****** every now and then hell

I gave you the most love, and in return, you left me with the most hurt. Ouch.

your face something wicked today. the way youd smile coming up the steps to let me in.

im suppose to hate ya and most days i do.

stumbled into our old professional messages.

no wonder we went for it…