Unsent text message to Grace

Something I never got the chance to say.

Its 930pm. I'm taking the kids for ice cream. When we get back, I'm gonna excuse myself for a few hours.

I'm gonna come by your place. I'm willing to bet the farm, double down on it, that all hell will break lose.

I'm not stupid like you need me to be.

Don't be offended come Monday when I blow you off. 0

****, I wish I could call you to read to me!

I wish you understood how much it’s destroying me and how painful it is for me. You threw in my face that I don’t care and don’t feel pain, but that’s far from the truth. Sometimes I would rather die than carry this pain and regret with me. ****, I still love you so much. I wish that wasn’t our goodbye.

You had a voice that could charm cobras out of their pots. 🐍🏺👳‍♂️🪈It was beautiful and I really do miss you. A friendship it wasn’t but a hit of dopamine for suuure . I really do pray l you’re happy and well, even though I know we won’t speak again . I’m so sorry I hurt you and I love you so much. You made a…

I’m happy if you’re happy… even if that’s without me..💔