Unsent text message to Chase

****, I wish I could call you to read to me!

I wish you understood how much it’s destroying me and how painful it is for me. You threw in my face that I don’t care and don’t feel pain, but that’s far from the truth. Sometimes I would rather die than carry this pain and regret with me. ****, I still love you so much. I wish that wasn’t our goodbye.

You had a voice that could charm cobras out of their pots. 🐍🏺👳‍♂️🪈It was beautiful and I really do miss you. A friendship it wasn’t but a hit of dopamine for suuure . I really do pray l you’re happy and well, even though I know we won’t speak again . I’m so sorry I hurt you and I love you so much. You made a…

I’m happy if you’re happy… even if that’s without me..💔

It’s you, it’s always you.

Did you keep the flower? 💙