Unsent text message to Jacob

You had a voice that could charm cobras out of their pots. 🐍🏺👳‍♂️🪈It was beautiful and I really do miss you. A friendship it wasn’t but a hit of dopamine for suuure . I really do pray l you’re happy and well, even though I know we won’t speak again . I’m so sorry I hurt you and I love you so much. You made a…

I’m happy if you’re happy… even if that’s without me..💔

It’s you, it’s always you.

Did you keep the flower? 💙

M. I know we would be a disaster. I know you would break my heart and let me down. I know you have problems you don't want to fix because you think you deserve to hurt.

But it still hurts that we connected so strongly only to never be anything.

Reach out first. You said all of those things just to say you didn’t mean it. Ngl, a lot of our intimacy was in the heat of the moment, but it was so invigorating while it lasted. I just unfortunately decided to invest in it when you had no intention of doing the same.

I don’t know what you did to me, I don’t know if…