Unsent text message to Brian

I took our daughter to do a story time at the public library. She was really good but she saw a little girl with her mom and dad. She said Mom Dad together, and started crying. It hurt me to know she sees that we're not going to be together and that things are hurting her. I don't know how to fix it yet. We can't be…

Hey, it’s been 7 years, i can’t believe time flew that fast since we last saw each other. It’s truly been 5 since you tried to reach out and I gave you the cold shoulder, i wasnt ready. Honestly I don’t think I’ll ever be ready. To send you anything , but what I do know is I’ll always love you. I read your last…

I didn’t think it was possible to love someone more than I already do All the time and effort, passion and NRG you pour into me I’m almost at a loss for words No one has ever done for me the things that you’re doing Everyday is a new surprise My heart was full but now I fear it may explode.

Thank you!

You can be the…

Im not sure why, we both knew it wasn’t good or healthy. But I’ve so badly wanted to say I love you one last time. I’m still so, so mad at you for so many things. But im also very sorry for ever talking to you. I’m sorry I started liking you knowing how I get when I feel like that for someone. We would text and call…

For guys, love isn't the same. We have to prove our worth and our mistakes seem so dire. They never loved me for my looks. Or my personality. Only what I could provide. You know what love is. A lie we tell young people to set them in a trap. Or something like that...

Well here I am, all the way back to how I used to be. Full of self hate, recklessness, and what not. With you, life was worth fighting for but now this weight is sucking the life out of me. How we promised to get married next year and how we would support each other till the very end. I don’t know what went wrong ma…