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I know it’s been about.. two months of not talking. I still miss you. I still wish things didn’t have to end but… they did. I’m not betting on it but if we could make things work I’d like to focus on that in a heartbeat. But then I’d.. really have to ask what changed. On my end I’ve found new hobbies, gained my independence again, worked harder in classes, and reevaluated what I want in a partner. I.. still wonder if you feel the same, even miss me, or also find remnants of me in your daily life. Like.. idk whenever I see Digimon I still think about you. Whenever I see a rock song I wanna send it to you. I definitely still want to be friends in the future.. but knowing it’d just be as only friends still hurts. I just really enjoyed what we had. Enjoyed our time together. It was.. just so comfy. So knowing now that you were losing feelings for me while I thought everything was okay.. damn knowing and remembering that makes things hurt 100% worse. Ugh. Yeah I need to not focus on the good things. …yeah I’m still wishing you the best. Still wishing we were still together. Blah blah blah. Damn you amazing person. Thank you for everything. I mean that from the bottom of my heart. And I still miss you. But in the nicest way possiblem. *** you for making me feel this way (okay maybe I’m not 100% okay but \`¯\_(ツ)_/¯\` )
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