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It’s been beautiful and ugly. It’s been happy and sad. It’s been breathtaking yet horrifying. It’s been so lonely but I’ve been keeping busy. The fact is I’m trying to figure out how I’m not supposed to love you anymore after all the things you have said about me and done to me behind my back. Hundreds of women. Since day one. Never loving me at all. Just using me. Never caring for me. Just a door mat. So much worse things you have said and done but after 20 years you made me fall in love with you. And now let’s not forget I’m too old for you. I asked you for an entire year if you were sure you wanted to get married. You insisted age meant nothing. I guess when you don’t love someone and are only using them it doesn’t. I’ve never been so traumatized in my entire life. This hurts me more than my father dying and he was my life. I respected every vow. Never broke one. You broke all of them. God I only wanted to love you and take care of you. But I told you. Your age is catching up. Those young girls ain’t gonna want you for long. You will be alone. You will have no one someday. Who will take care of you then? No one. Because you treated her like **** and let her go. You let her know you hated her. She may always and forever love you but she will never take back an evil man like you. My dark triad. Who will be alone forever. Karma has a way of finding us and catching us. You will get yours. I just hope I’m around to see it.
Forever yours.
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