Austin
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The bittersweetness of being in love along with the longing to be with you and the sadness that maybe in another reality I am has consumed my mind. An endless unattainable future that feels possible because I can see it in my mind like a memory yet in reality it’s a flower on a high peak and trying to get to it will only see me fall and break.
You’re still alive, you exist, you’re so close yet so far. I can’t move on, I can’t live in a fantasy, I can’t have what I want. And on top of this I can’t forget my self worth and self respect.
So what do I do? What happens now?
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