Unsent text message to Jackson

It's all or nothing. You want to sit on the sidelines unmoving I'll cut you off like the last one. You either have my back or you can be dead to me. I never deserved it. You know that.

Just got an ancestry update, I have more Irish than Scottish in me by blood anyway 🤭 Recently learnt there is an actually a thing called an Irish Goodbye, so I should’ve expected it from you really. 🤷‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ I hope life is giving you all you’ve ever dreamt of, that’s all I ever wanted for you 💚

i found your notes that i hadn’t remembered i saved.

sweet, kind words. about our future. your love for me. the way i made you feel.

i cried.

not because i will get it back…

Hello, the terrible demon on the threshold of the abyss. Perfect night for a (Q) Lazarus party.

You are… The reason Reese Bobby, Said what he said… To his son, Ricky.

Im just going to leave this here… if you know.. then you know 😅

•At first was only merely a jest.. but also, was damn near straight feelings of ones truth.. of how they felt…

I just wish.. that….. whoever it is…. I Hope heshe .. will appreciate, The…

I can do this anymore. The cycle will never end and I will never truly be what you want. Good luck though. I think you are really great. Genuinely.