Unsent text message to Nicole

Maybe it is time for me to let it go. Please do call or reach out I’d like to make peace I want good things for you and want you to have a good life even if I can’t be part of it. And I want that for me too.

If not please let there be peace I know that I do love you. 🫂

You are what you hate

I didnt get the texts but hey

You got your money.

But I need to know it’s you

I’ve reached out where I thought it was you

There were a couple of things this week that gave me hope despite the massive obstacles between us.

On days without you, I don't know what to do. I will try to distract myself…unsuccessfully. I hope you have fun. I miss you already. I want to text you but know I can’t. I want to hug you… but know I can’t

Thank you for…

You made a choice not a mistake.

I just want you to know that I still care about you a lot. Everything you’re dealing with and the mistakes you’ve made don’t suddenly change who you are to me or how much you mean to me. I don’t suddenly see you as a bad person because you’re struggling with these things. I just wish you knew that you don’t have to…