Unsent text message to Gabriella

I ended things because I had to. You couldn’t treat me right. You couldn’t even say you cared about me towards the end. I made myself small for you. I gave up so much and put up with so much I didn’t deserve. A small part of me hoped that me ending things would force you to show your feelings, but instead you blocked…

I think if you were to stop taking every little thing as a slight for a sec you would see my heart. I guess I could also take my own advice on this. I hope we both do. Before it’s too late.

Being in love is building You can’t ignorantly swing a hammer at a nail and expect not to hit something else, it can be hard to be calculated, but it’s harder to fix something you didn’t mean to break in the first place.

I tried moving on. I tried avoiding you and not reach out for as long as I could. I know things are complicated and I know that it may never be the way it used to be. Even thought years have gone by since we were last together in a relationship I still harbor the same feelings that I used too. We hung out and it felt…

I moved to your city a couple weeks ago. Coincidentally got an apartment in the same area. I got late for work today. I saw you on the way to the subway. Your blue shirt and black pants. Charming as always. I only saw the back of your head. But I knew it was you. I thought of calling out to you. But I didn’t know if…

Some days I feel like I have it all together. Some days I don’t, and today is one of those days. And honestly, I’m ****** about it. How can you possibly still have this kind of effect on me when I took EVERY necessary step to heal? I faced it, I accepted it, I grieved it, all in solitude and I learned how to move…