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Some days I feel like I have it all together. Some days I don’t, and today is one of those days. And honestly, I’m ****** about it. How can you possibly still have this kind of effect on me when I took EVERY necessary step to heal? I faced it, I accepted it, I grieved it, all in solitude and I learned how to move forward. I even accepted that no matter how much time passes, I’ll always love you. But **** me, I guess healing doesn’t mean you suddenly stop caring about someone who meant everything to you. There are still days when you can get into my head and straight into my heart without even trying. Delusional? Maybe. And that’s what’s frustrating me the most, the fact that you still linger when I’m letting things be and leaving them where they belong: in the past.
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