Unsent text message to Zach

I am so tired today.

I could some cuddles and a warm meal cooked by you.

and especially some lovins

Unconditional love requires openness and honesty Not pedestals built on false presumption of who you could be Show me all the sides of you the parts that you try to hide I promise I won’t ever judge you for who you are inside I want to prove to my feelings and show you that I care My heart remains with you it’s found…

Hey Babe,

You’ve probably noticed my absence today, I’ve certainly noticed yours…

I suppose this, whatever “this” is, is now transitioning into a permanent ending.

Every ounce of my mental capacity has been thrown at your escape hatch. It has thrown me through a loop and I don’t know what to think anymore. I’m frozen…

It would be for you to see yourself how I see you. Even just a tiny itty bitty glimpse.

Sweet dreams. Let's try again tomorrow

Would you like it if I texted you? Unblocked you and reached out? Or would you be cold and break my heart again?