Unsent text message to Isabella

just ate a breakfast crunchwrap and it made me think of you.

wish i could tell you. that’s all.

Because I know I’m the only one who really knows who you are. And I hold that very dear. Whether we are talking or not.

I feel like we both lost who we were in the relationship

After you spent years with me and 7 years with someone else, all the while I missed you everyday.

When that relationship ended, we tried again

How foolish of me…

The beach vacation I've been trying to plan for 2 years will be happening in the spring.

My guess would be that you haven't done the things needed to get your passport to join me.

Almost 3 years of waiting for you to follow through with small things, let alone the big things that don't matter to you.

I'll be on the…

I know you’ll never come back

We were together from 2015-2018 and again 2023-2026

I’ve loved you every day since 2015, and I’ll ever stop.

The more I try to let go, the more you consume my mind…

I know we aren't exclusive yet . But I don't trust easily and you have been keeping bits and pieces from me and you know I know! It's not right we made a plan. An agreement to take it slow but no secrets 😔. I don't it will work because I now don't trust you. If I did I wouldn't feel the need to look through it. I…