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Every time I’m over it and I start feeling better, I see you. Today you were at my gym, we ignored each other as if 6 months ago we weren’t sleeping in the same bed. I wish you’d come up to me and talk to me, I know I never will. I need to have more respect for myself. You are a cheater, and I know I said I forgive you but I lied I don’t forgive you. You destroyed our marriage because your “head isn’t screwed on right”. I wish it could be like before where you’d hug me and hold me until I felt okay. You’d reassure me that everything was going to be okay. I know you are probably already dating again, youre probably going out with the coworker you cheated on me with. You replaced me so easily that I don’t understand if you ever really loved me. I feel stuck, I’m too scared to move on. I’m too scared to let anyone close enough to hurt me. I wish you’d stop going to my gym, you always complained that it sucked and you wanted to try other gyms. So please do that so I can finally move on. I don’t fit into your new lifestyle so please just let me be.
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