Unsent text message to Ava

They said we’d need chaos every once and a while Otherwise you’ll get bored. And when you get bored Watch out, cause she’s done, see ya bye bye. Lo siento Maybe in a few months, maybe in nine? Why did he let it become boring? I was only trying to make you mine. Low sea N Tow

Since you have blocked me from the music streaming. I also made sure to block you from every other social media platforms we are connected in, just like you wanted. You wanted me to leave you alone and not reach out so I did you one better. You don’t even have to see my face anymore or reminded of me. You are free. I…

unfortunately, it is the sad ****

Maybe I'm Crazy but so many hours of my day are taken yet I want to talk to you.

I thought maybe keeping myself busy would stop me from wanting anyone but now I like you.

I should really be focusing on myself, but yet I can't handle the fact I could miss an opportunity.

I'm not afraid to go up to you, but I'm afraid I…

I needed to ramble so I wrote this unsent message to my ex. I need help its awful that I still miss him

"I miss you and I hate that I miss you. I hate you and I want you to come back. you are the only person who has clicked just right. maybe I'm the pathetic one, I mean, I've only dated one person this whole time. and…

Today I am having constant mixed emotions about you. Honestly everyday I am having these emotions. One second I love you with all my heart and just hope for your return. The next, I’m realizing how much you have managed to break me down without even being present anymore. I think about all of our good moments and then…