Unsent text message to Avery

to learn that showing you my weaknesses and vulnerabilities

Will only lead

To it all being used against me in the end..

So when you ask, do you trust me…

but she has only made me stronger 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

It’s been 3 months since I last saw you. It’s felt like I’ve lived a lifetime since then.

Everything is different, not a single thing is the same, except maybe me. Sorta. I’ve changed a lot too. But I’m still the same.

I hid in the office when I saw your name, made one of the guys serve you, and you didn’t notice me…

she tried to send somebody to my work of place to possibly fight me or assault me in some way, all under the excuse that I “hurt her” 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

Do you ignore me because I gave ur number and address the the JWs? i was mad. sorry

you make me want to fall to my knees and whimper aloud.

i beg for you.

thinking of you; against my will, consciously and subconsciously.