Unsent text message to Mary

she tried to send somebody to my work of place to possibly fight me or assault me in some way, all under the excuse that I “hurt her” 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

Do you ignore me because I gave ur number and address the the JWs? i was mad. sorry

you make me want to fall to my knees and whimper aloud.

i beg for you.

thinking of you; against my will, consciously and subconsciously.

the mean girl domestically abused me and assaulted me and sucker punched me in the jaw when I was defenseless 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

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Do you see me? Hiding in the corner away from the crowd

Not wanting to be seen or noticed

Trying to hide what can be used against me and seen as forms of weakness

I don’t talk openly in a group no public speaking will ever be seen…

I may joke around a lot, but in all seriousness, I have no idea why you’ve been on my mind the way you have.

Day one: understandable Day two: okay… Day three: yeah, this is getting heavy Day four: at this point, somebody shut down my mental

I was doing perfectly fine until you popped up out of nowhere, and now I’m…