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You were outside work, lounging in the sunshine, talking on the phone. Turquoise top. Blue jeans. Looking so ******* beautiful.
For a second, everything in me wanted to walk over to you. To say hello. To hear your voice. To see you look at me.
But I didn't.
I walked away because I know you don't want to see me. I know that loving you doesn't give me the right to enter your space when you've asked me not to.
And ****, it broke my heart.
Because there you were. Just existing in the sunshine. Completely ordinary. Completely you.
And I'm still so ******* in love with you.
So I walked away from the person I most wanted to walk towards.
I don't know why doing the right thing has to hurt this much. I don't know why we can't just talk.
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