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I think sometimes I reached for you for the same reason you reached for me. I was lonely or I needed someone. For whatever it’s worth I do understand I’m someone that you only reached to occasionally and that never considered me a friend. I know you never liked me I know you never cared. I just served a functional purpose. I really appreciated the company although it was pretty self-serving as it didn’t go two ways. But I think it was loneliness. I really did care about you but honestly I was doing OK until the dog died. And I still have one left but anyway I do accept the truth it’s always been the truth and I am trying to move on. I know there’s nothing here and you don’t care about me I hope that helps :) I was just someone that helped you get through a hard time. Anyone could’ve filled that void a monkey could’ve done it there was nothing special about me I guess and it is what it is. Just because it meant something to me doesn’t mean it did to you and I get how that’s uncomfortable now that you don’t need anything. But I do understand but man sometimes still loneliness is a ***** and the struggle. You won’t hear from me again. I promise you I do understand. But we all lies when our heart is hungry. You take care.
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