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I didn't want to leave. I didn't want to hit the block button. I didn't want to turn my back on a decade of friendship. I didn't want to go.
You're the one that refused to communicate at every ******* turn. You're the one that couldn't open their ******* mouth and speak their mind for once. When have I ever shut you down? When have I ever crucified you? When have I ever told you to keep your feelings to yourself?
We both know the answer is never so why the **** did you not communicate with me? Why did you let the apparent resentment you were feeling just build and build until the image of me you had was someone I am not?
Were you afraid of what I would say? Were you just too much of a ******* coward to say it to my face? Or maybe you just wanted an out so you just kept your mouth shut until you could make me the bad guy.
I don't ******* know anymore. I'm angry, heartbroken, and confused. There was no indication of any issues between us. That's the ****** up part. The fact I couldn't even sense your growing resentment. Do you know how much of a mind **** that is? Do you know how blindsided I was?
This all could have been avoided if you had just come to me with whatever issue you were having. You know I would have listened. You know I would have bent over backwards to fix whatever was wrong. I cared about you so ******* much and even now I still do. Part of me hates that I still do...
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