Unsent text message to Thomas

All day I kept thinking I needed to reply to your txt, but you never sent a txt, you will never send me any again.

Some will say it’s because you want to txt me but won’t yet. Some will say it’s because you’re thinking about me. I say my attachment to you today made me go a little insane.

I’m letting go soon though, I…

It’s been two ******* hours of me getting my hair pulled. Scratched trying to get (daughter) to sleep. You haven’t bothered to check up on me because you are so content sitting around with her. I’m getting to the point where I’m beginning to wonder why the **** am I still even here. You guys would be better off just…

I told u at the very start: i didn't even think anyone would want me. I didn't see why they would. Yah, i know, I'm great looking. I got a lot going for me sure. I make good money, i have good taste. Thats why i wanted u. You made me believe in myself again. You gave me my confidence back. And, tl thank you, i…

I love you X. I do. And while I understand why this needed to happen, the hope our paths will cross again won’t leave my mind. I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you and I’m sorry you ever had to meet me. You’re such a sweet boy and it will **** me until my dying days that I took away your smile. I can’t ask for…

I'm so mad at you dude...and I try to not be because you were my best friend...but you were my best friend and you did that to me...you broke my trust and not only that when I didn't respond to what you deemed as an apology you blocked me...

It wasn't even an apology when you tried saying the things I've done even…

I need to say im sorry and farewell