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I love you X. I do. And while I understand why this needed to happen, the hope our paths will cross again won’t leave my mind. I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you and I’m sorry you ever had to meet me. You’re such a sweet boy and it will **** me until my dying days that I took away your smile. I can’t ask for forgiveness and I know you probably hate me. I hate me too. I always have and that’s ultimately why I ruined the relationship. My self worth was so low, I couldn’t believe you wanted to be with me. I was scared. I’m still scared. I won’t ask for another chance, I respect your decision. I understand you had to choose you. I understand breaking up with me was the only thing to keep yourself safe. To make you feel like yourself again. I understand, I do, and I know you hate it when I say that but I genuinely do. I understand you.
And one day when you change the world with your amazing ideas, just know I’m somewhere smiling at all the things you’ve accomplished. I’m so proud of you and I’ll forever love you. The matching necklace and bracelet we got, I’ll never take off. You’ll always be a part of me. You helped save me because now I have a reason to live. I need to live to be a better person in your memory. To make sure you didn’t go through that pain in vain.
We’ll always be under the same moon.
\-P
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