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to cater to YOU
what YOU may be comfy with
what YOU want
so giving an opening is selfish now?
noted
I’m not ******* doing it anymore I did it enough with others
AND FOR A SECOND
maybe more I thought it’d be diff with u
Thought u needed extra care when handling or whatever
I can’t pretend to know what’s going on with you cause I don’t know, but I know whats going on with me. I only know MY side, despite my efforts to help you share yours, to give you the space to. So I’m going to share my side, is that selfish too?
All I know and can say for sure, and will say now because im done tip toeing is yeah, I liked you. Wow so shocking. Yeah it’s stupid, unrealistic and insane as a concept.
Oh well. God ******* forbid I like you. God ******* forbid all the stupid **** caught up eventually and left me in a position such as this. Do you really, truly think I expected OR intended for any of this to happen? Do you think I know what I’m doing, what you’re doing, what the next choice should be? Do you think I have experience in this scenario?
I’ve tried my BEST truly. And I get that may not have been enough but I never wanted to make you, or others uncomfy so I kept it ambiguous.
I’m not sure when or how this all became.. not a joke anymore. I’m not sure of the things you’ve brushed off, or the things you haven’t. I’m not sure of much about you. But I am sure that I really do care for you and if this is the end of whatever THIS is, I wish you all the best in the whole wide world.
I’m also sure I don’t want it to be the end. I miss you and I fold everytime this was supposed to be an angry venting thing but now I just
wanna hear ur voice
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