Unsent text message to Sophia

And I mean everythinggggg. I think you learned I know so much more than you ever thought I would find out. Go ahead and threaten to *** ** ****, I actually invite it. I’m not afraid of you.

Hope you’re ready. Play stupid games in life and win stupid prizes. 🤷‍♀️

Oh and I had no idea you loved fruity pebbles so much. If…

Really sucks that I'm actually questioning whether it's a good idea to call you.

Phone works both ways...

I do hope you're alright.

Yeah. I'll probably give in and call.

Alright I’ll tell you. I hate attention from everyone but you. You’re the only person I want to talk to or be around. I would be completely content having your attention and no one else’s. As a matter of fact I don’t want other men checking me out It makes me feel sick I want YOU to think I’m the most beautiful woman…

Being single for over a year wasn’t easy, but I genuinely enjoyed having that time to myself. I’ll always love you, but I’ve also learned that loving you doesn’t mean I have to close my heart to someone new. That took time too. Not having someone to cuddle with sucks😂, but I’ve made peace with it. And if the right…

i'm having a hard time already. i'm having a hard time already. i'm having a hard time already. i'm having a hard time already.

my brain needs help. and my heart too.

With love.

M- Today I realized I should be glad you didn't want me to love you. I would have. With my whole heart. And you would have ****** my life up. I still inexplicably want your attention, but I understand now I dodged a bullet, even if I sprained something leaping out of the way. 🖤