Unsent text message to Caleb

I’m going to be okay. You’re going to be okay, too. Everything happens for a reason and this is but a passing moment and phase in a long life full of experiences.

Be good, seek good. Stay positive. You are loved.

That’s what you had said to me once . I was just looking at all the colored leaves on the river and saw one spinning , heard your voice in my head and thought , that’s me !

You're on my mind every time I hear this song, and hearing it live this past weekend brought me to tears. A mixture of happy and sad ones. Gooosh it was such a surreal experience, it was so beautiful. I know we're no longer part of each other's lives, but I'll always have love for you and be grateful for the memories…

I want to try again. Please. I am begging you.

I won’t text you today, if you wanted to talk to me you’d reach out. I hope you’re happy, seriously. But I’d be lying if I said I don’t miss you.

The last thing I posted, did you get the 'clue'? Easy to look over, honestly I was impressed I thought of it, maybe I'm giving myself to much credit.

But I do wonder if you saw it and thought anything about it, maybe you thought it was a typo or just bad grammar. I don't blame you, I'm not brave enough to fully be rid…