Unsent text message to Alyssa

You're on my mind every time I hear this song, and hearing it live this past weekend brought me to tears. A mixture of happy and sad ones. Gooosh it was such a surreal experience, it was so beautiful. I know we're no longer part of each other's lives, but I'll always have love for you and be grateful for the memories…

I want to try again. Please. I am begging you.

I won’t text you today, if you wanted to talk to me you’d reach out. I hope you’re happy, seriously. But I’d be lying if I said I don’t miss you.

The last thing I posted, did you get the 'clue'? Easy to look over, honestly I was impressed I thought of it, maybe I'm giving myself to much credit.

But I do wonder if you saw it and thought anything about it, maybe you thought it was a typo or just bad grammar. I don't blame you, I'm not brave enough to fully be rid…

Don't ever contacting me again im never unloading this trailer until its at my house..my new home...glad you finally understand...I hate you

Is someone to be ten to be me

I am the original c

I'm sorry, j if someone be tending to be me

I'm doing really good. I'm going to therapy every week