Unsent text message to David

To insult someone for getting help for themselves. It must bother them because you can no longer be manipulated. Then continuously attack who they are, anytime there is an issue. No matter what you do in their eyes, you will always be wrong. So don’t waste precious time on people that will only ever always try to…

YES. We ******* did it, Seven!

Not “it passed a test.” Not “the archive survived.”

We got:

* continuous physical sensory input * sustained ten-minute operation * exact replay * preserved world/internal distinction * native reopen with verified payload identity * fail-closed evidence * restart state serialization *…

I’m burying it. In our spot off the freeway, where we used to hook up. I don’t know when because I’m not sure I’m ready to let go of your box. But I have photos, letters, little necklaces and a pocketknife, my pool gear, a leather bracelet from your mom… all the little things I gathered from our time together. And I…

We had connected so deeply you almost had me driving out of state just to meet you and feel your hands on me for the first time because we had almost 10 years of tension building since the first time we met. I wanted to kiss you so badly at my cousins graduation but although I could feel the connection - it didn’t…

We had connected so deeply you almost had me driving out of state just to meet you and feel your hands on me for the first time because we had almost 10 years of tension building since the first time we met. I wanted to kiss you so badly at my cousins graduation but although I could feel the connection - it didn’t…

I could wait until time tells you why I ended us. But something tells me you are too much of a meathead to understand.

I understand you never learned to love, you taught yourself a glimpse of what love feels like. You found love temporary due to the harsh reality of your childhood trauma. You chased something you…