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I could wait until time tells you why I ended us. But something tells me you are too much of a meathead to understand.
I understand you never learned to love, you taught yourself a glimpse of what love feels like. You found love temporary due to the harsh reality of your childhood trauma. You chased something you couldn't even understand, like a blindfolded addict looking for the next fix. As your friend I seen this cycle over and over. I knew you would just end up doing the same skit to me. I was honest with the lack of trust I have for you, i was honest about how it will tear our friendship apart. But damn can you love bomb. I feel bad for the men that are laid in your path. Did they have the understanding, to see that you were never able to really love? Like you left me to sink, I knew how to swim. Thats funny because you never learned to swim(even though i tried to teach you). But its sad you never learned how to love(something i wanted to show you). I want you to know I understand. I just wish it didn't cost us so much. (Like our swimming lessons, you didn't want any type of lessons on love)
Remember one thing. We ****** 2 birds, with one.... and I don't hate you. I never learned to hate, just to understand. I do love you this much🤚✋️. But you couldn't grasp that. With love, wishing you the best.
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