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We had connected so deeply you almost had me driving out of state just to meet you and feel your hands on me for the first time because we had almost 10 years of tension building since the first time we met. I wanted to kiss you so badly at my cousins graduation but although I could feel the connection - it didn’t happen and that was okay. We reconnected later and it was the wrong time. Sneaking phone calls, telling me you were apart from your wife and were leaving but you didn’t and unfortunately I found out the hard way. I knew she was hurt, too, and you had promised her your loyalty - not me, so if anything I felt worse for her. I see now you really are separated and I accidentally sent you a friend request & unsent it - half hoping you didn’t see it and half hoping you did. I don’t like what you did but the chemistry between us and tension was undeniable and you made me feel so wanted. I can’t tell if I just miss that feeling or if I miss you…
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