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I knew, I knew from the moment I laid eyes on you that you were the one. I wanted you to be mine, to be the last thing I saw every night and the first thing I saw each morning, and for a while, you were.
But here we are with 6 months of separation between us and I cant shake the thought of you from my mind. Even passing by a parking lot where we once sat and talked for hours brings emotions that, quite frankly, I don’t want to feel anymore.
I resent you for how you treated me and what you thought I was. I know I’m not an angel in this either, but godamnit I wish you would have tried to understand me the way I tried to understand you. I wish you would’ve been able to put your past in the past and allowed us to flower and blossom. And I wish I was able to help you.
I don’t know why but I still love you. I still long to see your smile, hear your laughter, and feel your touch again.
You were my brightest light but also the deepest darkness.
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