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You tore everything apart that day and I never got an apology. I never got any ounce of respect. I never got a glimpse to feel like everything is okay. Instead i’m worrying about you, apologizing on your behalf to everyone, telling everyone you aren’t doing okay… You know… I’m not doing okay and you won’t ever care enough if I am…or have the thought to check on me…or stay and listen when i’m upset…or hold me when i’m crying. Instead I get you walking away and ignoring me for days, just like our normal routine…as though you did nothing to blow everything up that day…as though your safety wasn’t my number one concern that night…when this whole time i’ve been needing someone to take care of me. I’m here taking care of you and just getting worse as the days go on. And you will never check on me. And you will never care enough if i’m okay.
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