Unsent text message to Zoe

Well I feel relieved I guess but more than that I feel kind of foolish. I’ve been spending everyday now for months inside the void searching, attempting to communicate with and hoping I’d find my person. Kind of pathetic isn’t it? Well it is when you are given information about your person…

Someone gave me some drugs and now instead of a clear path it’s blurred. I can see the end I could always see the end but like any good book it’s the stuff between that I typically can also see. Pondering the orb to figure out the messes I’ve made along the way. I need to figure out when politics got mixed up. Maybe…

why do you always assume the worst?

anyway, i'm worried about you today.

can you just say hi? it would really make me feel better to know you're okay. i promise, i won't answer

You had this almost childlike quality about you that I found completely contagious. Whether it was Pokémon, Zelda, or getting excited about something you were learning, there was something captivating about the way your mind worked. Somehow, I ended up learning about sea life and things I never would have thought to…

ive been doing okay the past couple of weeks, at least emotionally. but that ache in my chest started again recently.

after almost 2 months i still hope you'll reach out for me. i hate myself because i would run back. even if you did, you wouldn't want me now because of how ive tried to cope without you.

i can't compare…

that I love you so much when you have absolutely no romantic feelings for me.