Daniel
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ive been doing okay the past couple of weeks, at least emotionally. but that ache in my chest started again recently.
after almost 2 months i still hope you'll reach out for me. i hate myself because i would run back. even if you did, you wouldn't want me now because of how ive tried to cope without you.
i can't compare the pain to grief, because ive lost people and it hurt so much less than this does. i will carry on without you because you dont want me. but i would give anything for you to love me again.
im sorry i wasnt good enough, i wish i was. i miss you so much. i hope your life is better without me.
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