Unsent text message to Jennifer

Well,hello from the other side.It must have been a thousand days by now .I stayed at the sea side ,got running on the sand like a nowhere man in a foreign land .I followed the crumbs.Mm so delicious .Cause I like to eat breakfast as dinner with presition.My mind is fun and funny and I am just laughing at the thought…

i may have secretly already sent you this through radiowaves, but i got my first psychiatry residency interview and i'm so shocked it's this early and i'm so happy and i just want to hug you so badly. i can't wait to hug you next week. our pre-separation ritual and a congratulatory hug. sorry if i lose my **** and cry…

You have no idea how much I have to contain when I see you. There are things I want to do that I never let myself act on. Things I feel in the split second you’re close, when my mind forgets every reason I should keep my distance. I want to stay a little longer. Stand a little closer. Let my eyes linger instead of…

I get it you’re nervous but to ghost me. Bye

ur genuinely my comfort person i wish i could just always talk to you forever. i wish you wouldn’t have to keep disappearing on me. there’s so much feelings in my heart for u and it hurts because i didn’t feel anxious before but now i do. i don’t want to feel anything for you but i feel everything somehow im some kind…

trade this body for that can of gin