Unsent text message to Justin

So guess who worked with me last night. Yup the married guy that you ****! Lol. I didn't say anything about you and of course, he brought it up. Ya sure, "A" told him that he saw you at work. And he totally didn't know but he was there waiting on you to get off just a couple weeks ago? You do know i have to come up…

I’ll always love you, and I don’t have a problem admitting that. I’ve moved forward, but for a brief moment, I wonder if the passion we once had is truly gone. Truthfully, I’m not ready to see you again. I have a feeling eye contact might say more than either of us intends to.

Love ⭐️

When we were together you entirely thought I was. For some odd reason you believed I was even before I told you what I was. I told you I wasn’t many times, and I fed into the lie because that’s what you wanted me to be. Though I don’t speak Spanish, I am Hispanic which you also knew, you just wouldn’t believe it…

Hey A,

I've been thinking about what you said the other day, and I realize I owe it to you to be upfront and honest with how I'm feeling.

I really like you, and I want this relationship to be something more "real", for lack of a better term.

I think we're in what people these days call a "talking stage", but I would like…

I hate that you treated me like **** for so long, but in a quiet way. You’d take me on dates, give me gifts, tell me you loved me. But kept secrets from me the whole time and lied to me the whole time. I ******* hate myself too for waiting around being with you for 7 years.

I’m so mad at you. Like the talk we had last…

Don't tell me it's still hard for you... Bc it's not. Clearly. Hope you had fun.