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you promised youd stop ghosting me. you knew how much you were hurting me but you kept doing it. you knew how much i deeply loved you and wanted to be with you. i know you loved me too. you said it yourself. so why did you keep doing it every time id come back? you never changed any of it. you are so broken and i just wanted to be there to help you but you didnt want to do therapy. i think youd given up on love and believing that not everyone will break your heart like that. i wonder if i didnt live miles away this would be different. that youd really see me and hold me in your arms and make that difference.
im sorry. im sorry i couldnt stay with you. i feel like i abandoned you and failed but it was hurting me still so much. being without you hurts. staying in touch hurts just the same. i thought i didnt love you anymore when i got back in touch last time but if thats true why cant i move on or get you out my mind
id do anything to hear you call me your angel one more time
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